Vanity IS Narcissism.
If this venue isn’t interested in actually helping the few gentle souls that can be helped, while squawking rats and birds spew their BS to make sure the victims remain victims while they masquerade as allies, well, you were warned, and good luck with your Disease, when you have no cure. :/
In that case, You have failed to help the truly hurting souls, for the sake of popular appeal to the phonies. In which case, you don’t mean business, but have ulterior motives for power, not Justice.
The self is to be reined in. That’s what we’re supposed to learn, to grow into Adulthood. Learn to be respectful. If not, there will be no panacea, No, Not for you.