All I did is delete an Instagram account and your using that to say ‘I don’t care ’ when you have never met me in reality .
I don’t know why your so angry at me. Maybe it’s cause I called out Richard Grannon maybe it’s cause I said your projecting your own pathology onto me.
But this all started on the zoom chat the other day when we literally never fell out with one another or anything. But you suddenly decided to peddle this myth about ‘ me not caring’. Out of the blue.
Before then we seemed to be getting on with each other…. .
All I do know is , I’m genuinely mentally ill and in crisis so why you keep on trying to pull me down after I told you that. I don’t know.
I’m sorry , I said it’s your bpd that makes you ‘ act in a certain way’ I shouldn’t of said that. Because people with BPD come from all walks of life and not everyone with bpd acts the same.
I was angry and I have been hurt by people with that disorder before, that’s why I said it above.
Bpd doesn’t make anyone do anything. It’s the individual themselves that makes them behave a certain way.
I also shouldn’t of said that RG has bpd , I was just incredibly suspicious.
Those are the only 2 things , I regret saying. Because I don’t know RG in reality so I wouldn’t know what’s wrong with him. Maybe he’s just got cptsd and his behaviour is just his trauma responses or something I don’t know.
Other than that I don’t regret saying anything.
Because I have told the truth about what happened when I was in his comments.
He was unreasonable with me and he doesn’t have much knowledge about neurodivergent people.
I might be wrong about this but I feel like you found someone in a very vulnerable mental state and you tried to capitalise on it by trying to start arguments with me…
I literally said in my post above that I wanted to die and you have shown zero concern for how I am at all.
All you have done is laughed at me like my problems are some joke to you. Why I don’t know …
Hopefully, I can get my life together soon. And move on from all this online stuff. I learnt some lessons that , I wish I didn’t have to learn but it made me understand how the world works more.
It opened me up to when a lie is spread around so much it becomes reality. It becomes the truth.
Despite the fact none of you have met me before it seems you have formed judgements on me.
That’s really sad because if you actually got to know me we would probably get on okay. But I feel just like Richard , you cannot see me for who I am.
And maybe that’s partly my fault, Maybe if I came across differently it would change the way you see me but I cannot help the way I come across. If I came across any other way I would be faking who I am.
You cannot see me for who I am and neither can Grannon, and I cannot do anything to change that.