Deef This is the stuff I guess that confuses me. Maybe I am not as smart as I thought I was. (Iāve always been hard on myself as far as thinking Iām not āsmart enoughā) in some ways. But sometimes trying to catch up with some of this makes me think I might actually be dimmer than I even wanted to admit to myself LOL Anyway, Iāll try not to ramble. I guess this makes me feel bad for Richard. I have watched his interviews with SV and I heard what Richard said before about SV being respectful etc to him. Part of me though, when I see this, thinks āoh no! Shouldnāt someone talk to Richard and maybe show him this, if Sam really is just trying to hurt him for some reason?ā But then, I know from experience, sometimes trying to help someone, especially if they donāt want to see a thing or believe you. That can go really bad. Or idk if maybe Sam is doing this for something I am also not understandingā¦.I want to trust my own judgement of people and situations again fully like I finally got to before more recently. So Iām trying my best to avoid making any assumptions and trying to just learn as much as I can now, THE RIGHT WAY. LOL Anyway, if there is anything that could help me ācatch upā with the lessons, material here, that would be awesome. If thatās a no no and I just need to keep listening and I am not way way off about the feelings I get watching some of your playback clips, then Iāll just keep watching and taking it all in. Thank you, guys and ladies. <3 I would like to share more, possibly one day maybe. If other members do that and I just have missed it, itād be great to check it out. I just have been Very confused as I said in another thread, so I donāt want to make any assumptions or speak too much about specifics beyond what I have at least for sure atm <3