Thank you inordinately…. for your guidance, wisdom & interest.
Well,… my specifics, you ask. Where do i even begin?
Virtually ALL tangents of my life are at an impasse…. & have been so since many years. ( Or should I say decades? )
Am 45 & have had depression, anxiety since 25+ years. Mysterious chronic fatigue & Insomnia 20+ yrs.
My mother is an ever temperamental person with a very tragic childhood. My father, a good man, for some reason has stayed with her till today for addiction to malignant love. His own childhood household was a rough & destructive one.
My biggest & deepest thorn would be my unbearable extreme loneliness - socially & romantically. Utter boredom, sadness & feeling stuck, too. Furthermore, I have been abandoned by everyone, which really hurts. Nobody cares, bothers to help or has any kindness or basic humanity…. especially in the location I am at.
You underscored the pivotal healing virtues of deeply feeling emotions. I think…. you bet,… I am doing that all day & night. Perhaps, I could do it more precisely & methodically.
You get the picture.
My Myers Briggs is INFP. Simply put, too much feelings & thoughts.
Am staunchly adamant about overcoming & healing…. for once & for all.
I don’t quite know exactly how.
Because of you,…. since 2-3 days past…. I do have somewhat of a clearer notion of what do.
You have made huge difference.