I have ZERO libido, so testing these Medusae out is a real pain in the neck actually because it’s so hard to feel aroused.
And yet, sometimes when it hits me out of the blue, I get that lusty tummy crotch feeling. Like out of nowhere ad I think, what was the cause of that? If Keith is in the house, I do my best to suppress it. Which is an odd sensation of trying to overwrite and block quite a strong chewy urge down there. If I don’t, and I let it go on too long, it starts to hurt, then I either have to try and bring myself to relief - really quickly by remembering a monster dream, or if I have the phone in my hand - there’s always fetish.
And if I can’t bring myself to relief for whatever reason I am just. Angry or frustrated. These days if I get the urge, I try to make use of the opportunity by picking another Medusa to test out.
Omg. I need a poo again. And I’m in bed. What the hell? This has to be 5 nights in a row of needing a poo at bedtime. RIGHT when I’m just chilling and cosy in bed. Maybe it’s a sign I’m more relaxed these days inspite the pressure of mounting deadlines.
I wake up looking forward to start the day and continue my work, and I go to bed at night looking forward to the next adventure and what on earth I’ll discover in my sleep.
I do not understand why on occasion I get these bouts of endless dreams where I am exploring a whole new world. Then maybe silence for a few weeks where my dreams are more like snippets of..
Dressing up as a rubber doll.
Feeling loathsome at the cross-dressing stinky pimp.
Gary enters my dreams and takes me out dressed as a Royal fancy dress.
I end up wanting to switch my costume but can’t find anything to match his from under the bed.
And none of that shit makes any sense to me other than it’s kindof random and situational, and usually pretty uncomfortable with some lure of some rescuer that, evaporates because I fuck around doing headless chicken.
Well last night was another bizarre continuation of my travels. The emperor had been stunned at my arrival through the rock, and had lost all his power in that moment. I wasn’t sure what happened, but his Empress greeted me in this secret tomb where the rock had been brought to raise some kind of army, and now she had sent me to undo his work by finding other stones and reporting back of their warnings.
She gave me her mirror men, to make the expedition and while I was away exploring the stone city, had raised a fleet of ships to ambassador to the world, in search of the other stones and the wisdom and spells they held. My journey to the hidden city took a year to complete, and when I had returned and told her the forces of gravity were well understood, but the hidden city was a ruin, she became anxious to recover the other stones. To prevent man from doing what the emperor had done with the Jade stone of wisdom and truth. Like me, she understood the nature of man was to create dominance and war. And now I was scouting as her envoy on a new voyage to different lands.
We crossed a great ocean and entered a canyon exposed in sheer cliff faces that grew to the highest mountains. And I knew this place, as this was dragons favorite place, on which he used his abilities to condense the power of the sun, into a giant pearl of a stone egg. As he coiled the mountain top and reached toward the sun, I spun the rock like resin into a kind of brain-coral, made of silica and a glass-like rock wool. It was the only kind of quartz that could hold the power of fusion inside the stone. So dragon spiraled above the mountain like a serpentine vortex dragging the fire from the sun, and I poured the spun silica into the egg-like pearl to trap the flow of energy. And when it was full and the stone was complete, it resembled a multiple twisted torus with gyra like a brain. And the energy was trapped and could only run the circuit wound around the egg like a constantly moving bubble skin. This was Materia, all the knowledge and unknown of kinetic energy, heat, dynamic flow. Of particles and waves. Of resonance and sonorance. Dragon had bestowed his gift to the world, that only I could control, or for that matter only a woman could control. Only a bird who lived in fields of flow and felt the heat and buffet of waves could fully understand the magic of this stone.
This stone had great power, but with it came great responsibility, that only mother nature should ever control. As dragon himself was the embodiment of every beast and bird, that could feel things that humans could not feel nor have the capacity within their biology to understand.
The Stone had broken, but with the ensuing shockwave that was witnessed from all around, man decided to replicate what they saw with giant glass lenses, and gold dishes that could condense the sun to a focal point so much they could cut through rock. And so, this stone was meant to be the egg of life force to continue life even if it had been wiped away, but, what people witnessed inspired them to play with the focal energy of the sun.
And they built massive stone monolith walls, that were cut like butter, and stacked like igneous clay, they built Stone temples in 300 tonne blocks cut from the mountain itself, and built pyramids in tribute to the sun. And all things in the sky including, Eagle.
So I decided to track down Eagle, and find out what had happened to the stone of kinetic energy and fusion, and we searched for eagle following the canyon in the desert looking for signs of him above. I came upon piles of rabbit bones, where Prince rabbits children had spread over the earth and fostered the lives of Eagle in this desert. The bones of rabbit were layered deep, so we knew Eagle was above us. A cave in the side of a hidden canyon, with Eagle filling its entrance the size of an elephant.
How Eagle could fly at his size was beyond our imagination. Ah, said Eagle, I’ve been wondering when you would arrive, I waited 5 thousand years after the flood carved this canyon out of the mountains. You took your time?
But Eagle, how can you live 5 thousand years? And we all see you? If you are part of geological time itself? Well, said Eagle;
I was flying about the mountain when an earthquake rocked your „EGG“ off the mountain top and broke and in that moment I became pheonix as I absorbed all the energy of the sun dragon left behind. So I spent a few thousand years watching humanity before the floods, and thank goodness rabbit arrived, his children kept me going all these years. And he shuffled a toothpick bone, off the edge of the cave where the pile of rabbit bones had grown over thousands of years.
You know it was dumb to make an egg shaped like an orb. You should know better being an engineer, it should have been like my pointy eggs, that roll around the cliff edge, but never fall off you know.
What a silly mistake.
But now that you’re here, I can take you to the other stones on my back. The people by the way, they came and went untouched by the floods as they built that goddamn ugly wall you know. And Eagle pointed to the Megolithic barrier walls that directed giant flood into the canyon. They built those pyramid things everywhere by the way, trying to reach the sun? HAH! Eagle scoffed. But at least they acknowledged me in their emoji-walls.
Emoji walls? Those funny pics they scrawl everywhere. Emojis. Yeh. They been doing that for a few thousand years now. Pretty impressive getting everyone to understand the same language you know.
Except, they didn’t exactly manage to connect all the dots you know. Not like me. Those other stones dotted around the place were a good idea -except mankind is a bit of a dick and doesn’t exactly like to share now so they?
Well no I suppose not.
But Eagle could only carry two people, so the others would have to wait.
Or… they could take their ship back to the lapis stone and we meet you there?
Huh?
Well, said Eagle, the thing is, when I leave this earth and fly, time travels the same speed I do, but down there everything goes much slower, by the time I flap my wings and get you to the stone. A year will go by for that ship to reach the new latitude, which should leave you a good 11 months to ambassador to the people of lapis world, the reason you are here.
Wow. Eagle knows about relativity? I’m a fucking pheonix inside you know, I just wear brown to mask and hide in with the rest of my buddies. It’s a bit much flying around dressed like a Christmas tree you know? I mean, look at your mother lololololol.
Eagle! You snarky bitch! Don’t insult mother again!
Pfft you look just like her when you’re not pretending to be one of them. Hop on, Eagle commanded, let’s go for a ride and check out more of those emojis your lot are great at leaving all over the place for no one to ever fucking read.
I literally can’t imagine where the hell Eagle came from, or who he is supposed to be. But he is quite the spy character isn’t he?