All I did is delete an Instagram account and your using that to say āI donāt care ā when you have never met me in reality .
I donāt know why your so angry at me. Maybe itās cause I called out Richard Grannon maybe itās cause I said your projecting your own pathology onto me.
But this all started on the zoom chat the other day when we literally never fell out with one another or anything. But you suddenly decided to peddle this myth about ā me not caringā. Out of the blue.
Before then we seemed to be getting on with each otherā¦. .
All I do know is , Iām genuinely mentally ill and in crisis so why you keep on trying to pull me down after I told you that. I donāt know.
Iām sorry , I said itās your bpd that makes you ā act in a certain wayā I shouldnāt of said that. Because people with BPD come from all walks of life and not everyone with bpd acts the same.
I was angry and I have been hurt by people with that disorder before, thatās why I said it above.
Bpd doesnāt make anyone do anything. Itās the individual themselves that makes them behave a certain way.
I also shouldnāt of said that RG has bpd , I was just incredibly suspicious.
Those are the only 2 things , I regret saying. Because I donāt know RG in reality so I wouldnāt know whatās wrong with him. Maybe heās just got cptsd and his behaviour is just his trauma responses or something I donāt know.
Other than that I donāt regret saying anything.
Because I have told the truth about what happened when I was in his comments.
He was unreasonable with me and he doesnāt have much knowledge about neurodivergent people.
I might be wrong about this but I feel like you found someone in a very vulnerable mental state and you tried to capitalise on it by trying to start arguments with meā¦
I literally said in my post above that I wanted to die and you have shown zero concern for how I am at all.
All you have done is laughed at me like my problems are some joke to you. Why I donāt know ā¦
Hopefully, I can get my life together soon. And move on from all this online stuff. I learnt some lessons that , I wish I didnāt have to learn but it made me understand how the world works more.
It opened me up to when a lie is spread around so much it becomes reality. It becomes the truth.
Despite the fact none of you have met me before it seems you have formed judgements on me.
Thatās really sad because if you actually got to know me we would probably get on okay. But I feel just like Richard , you cannot see me for who I am.
And maybe thatās partly my fault, Maybe if I came across differently it would change the way you see me but I cannot help the way I come across. If I came across any other way I would be faking who I am.
You cannot see me for who I am and neither can Grannon, and I cannot do anything to change that.
