You did, do exactly what you just said you didn’t do.
It’s on video , you doing it. How you can deny that I don’t even know.
THANKS for making my already poor mental health worse.
This was one of the only online community’s I found connection in.
I’m done for now - Bye
What a petty shallow person you truly are.
Trying to bully someone and pull someone down who you know is depressed and wants die because , I shared my vulnerability’s in the post I made and I talked about my struggles with depression in the post.
You are a little liar and a flying monkey of Richard Grannon.
The truth is you hate me because I came after your idol.
Do you realise , he would turn on you as quickly as he turned on me if you started to call him out. His freindship towards you is superficial and fake. He likes you because you compliment his bpd ego. And hero Worship him. He would do a 180 on you in 5 seconds and ignore and block you like the rest of us. If you actually called him out on his bad behaviour.
Your wasting your time as much as I was when I used to think he cared about people.
I also think you are also jealous of me because , I’m younger then you are , I just get that feeling. And you want to be the ‘ main one’ in the group. Like a lot of BPDs do, they have this thing were they wanna squash any competition because they have to be the centre of attention.
And you have been trying to pull me down and project onto me your own borderline personality disorder for a while now.
Despite the fact you don’t know me and have never met me before.
But frankly you have shown me enough of who you are for me , to want to know you.
But I see right through you and your games.
I’m not having you bully me anymore.
So I’m going away for a while to get better from my depression.
And when I come back I will tell the truth about people like you.
You say you don’t wanna be ‘ demonised ‘ for having bpd.
But you act nasty towards others and then expect them to like you.
How can I like someone , who has tried to mock my vulnerability’s but yet gets offended for me demonising BPDs.
Yes you should be demonised, if you go around behaving like you do. And so should your bpd overlord Richard Grannon.
I was gonna rise above this because I was like what’s the point. She will just misunderstand what I’m saying anyway. But for once in my life. I need to fight back. I cannot just sit here all apathetic and think I have done myself justice.
You know Deef is correct to a certain extent about me and my personality. I do come across un- passionate and like I don’t see other people. But I think it’s because I have unexpressed anger by all the times I have been not seen myself so I have to emotionally blunted myself in order to not be hurt again. I think I have repressed my anger. So when he said ‘ do something else’ maybe this is exactly what I should be doing.
FIGHTING LIKE HELL.
Why you have to be nasty to me and try and tear me down in one of the most vulnerable moments of my life.
I don’t know.
maybe you are fragile , jealous and petty.
You completely lied about me blocking you on Instagram because apparently ‘ I don’t care’ when in reality it was you who ignored my message.
You claim you did it accidentally. I’m not sure. If you did.
I feel like it was some self-created situation were you could claim ‘I victimised you’.
And make a big deal about it on the live chat.
In order to turn the group against me to further establish your place in the group.
Your just as much of a bully as Richard Grannon.
Why you would wanna pull someone down when they are at rock bottom.
You don’t care at all.
Yet you say , I don’t care.
But you legit heard deef read a paragraph of me describing how I’m struggling with life and depression. And you sit there fking laughing at me. That’s bad.
I thought I could be in a place were i could just come and be open and be myself. But I get labelled as something I’m not. Yet again. It’s just like being in rgs comments 2.0.
don’t pull someone down when they are already struggling.
There is no sympathy or care there at all.
I wanna see the video so I can show it to someone in my life who cares about my mental health and see what they think.
Your a bully. Just like RG . You have taken a dislike for me as an individual from the start.
You came around and were nice at certain points. And I really appreciate that.
But you became very upset whenever I said anything about Richard.
You were incredibly arrogant and rude to me from the moment we hit paths in deefs comments a while ago.
I noticed you apologised to deef and not me for your behaviour despite the fact I was also on the receiving end of it.
But hey I didn’t say anything at all about it because you apologised to deef and I didn’t wanna bring old stuff up again.
So I left it in the past.
Yet you wanna make a point of me deleting my Instagram as an example of me ‘ not caring’.
Can you not see how hypocritical that is.???
You wanted me to get angry. And here I am and I’m raging. It’s okay though, because those in this group who can see through the lies and bs.
Will see , this exactly for what it is. Why will deef not share the video. Because it would show you doing these exact tactics towards me on the video.
Especially at the end of the video. The start was okay. But you got progressively more unreasonable towards the end of the video.
That’s the point you started to lie about me. And getting your phone out and stuff. That’s the part I’m upset about.
The truth would be revealed if I could show others that part of the video. The bit before I left at the end.
Your intimidated and scared of the truth and it coming out.
And it will come out, just a matter of time.
I was suppressing much needed anger……
Now it’s out. And it’s only gonna get worse for Richard Grannon and people like Richard Grannon.
I reckon Pierre is even gonna out Richard soon. I think they have fallen out because Richard’s a borderline.
Pierre is tired of him to. Hopefully Pierre will find the strength to speak up. I know he has a platform. And I don’t mind Pierre yeah he’s egotistical but I think he’s a genuine guy underneath it all. if anyone will tell the truth it will be Pierre.
He’s an Aquarius like my self and we have zero shame he will not be worried about calling out RG.
We will just say what’s on are mind unfiltered. Just wait until Pierre finally cracks. He knows what person Richard is but he was so brainwashed by him like the rest of us that he is now trying to come to terms with the newly found truth himself. He’s probably somewhat in denial.
So you better get ready to attack him , elven when he starts speaking up. Because I think it’s undoubtedly gonna happen.
Richard keeps on deleting the comments about tentacle crossiant.
That’s because they might of been lovers and now they could have broken up or something. Either that or Pierre has found out the truth.
He’s fallen out with Douglas Murray as well. As I believe Douglas no longer followers him on Instagram.
It’s all to bad for poor Richard Grannon but I have no sympathy for him after what he has done to others. In many ways this is karma. Maybe he will finally learn something by losing everything.
That’s something I had to learn. I had to lose everything by trying to win approval of an unreasonable person like Richard Grannon for years and I lost myself and myself worth in that.
I thought these online community’s would help only to realise they are infiltrated with narcissists and borderlines.
That do nothing but re-traumatise survivors.
Hopefully when I make my own YouTube I can share my experiences.maybe I can make my own Meetup for trauma survivors.
Also I’m not saying everyone in this group is a narcissist some seem like genuine people. But some are. That makes me sad because I thought I found some place were people would understand only to get laughed at and mocked. I have completely lost myself in this online stuff.